mann .. knapa bha kw buadd akuu bgini ? besar betul kaa salah ku b'adek angkat ma sii nwakk jak ?? knapa jugakk kw xbole trima hakikat kw suda sikk lepass aku ??
hmm ... lepass ja abis sch , i followed my pals : ayen , mael [ayen's couple] , and rus . we headed to town ... having nice kfc meals ... afterthat , we headed to servay ... everything was normal and fun , until .... i saw maman ... walking directly to me ... so i ran away from him ... i'm so scared ... my mind turns black ... really don't care where's my friend are ... then , i felt my bag being grabbed by someone , harshly ... so i stop there , looking behind me , i saw him ... only GOD knows what i felt at that time ... my friends watched us fight there ( gaduh besa-2 jaa) ... how shameful =.=' mamann asked me to follow him in his car , he said he wants this to end ... si i followed him cos i don't want others to see us in that situation !
in his car , he stop at a quite park , and .... here is the 'fun' begins ....
kamii byk bgelut dlm keta . ya . byk bgaduh . byk menjerit . byk ngis . smua yg kmi pkir kan , smua kmi luah kan . maman mw kapel blek ma aku , but NO ! i don't want ! akuu nda tahan dii maki ,dii hina , dii kutukk agy ma dya ... akuu ndaa tahan nangis gara-2 dya ! cukupp laa sudaa ... smpaii sinii jaa laa ...
dy bwk akuu pii jumpa mama'y dii kingfook ... dlm keadaan jelekk ku tyme tuh , bru lpas nangis agyy , akuu ctauu ma mama'y , '' aku ma mamann teda apa-2 agy , suh dya jgn cari-2 aku lagi '' ... his grandma replied , '' bh iya la '' ... kecikk nyaa aty kuu dii situ ... rasa malu pun ada ... trus akuu jln kaki kluar dri tmpt tuu pulang ke muhibbah ... aku ada dgr jugakk sii maman ada ckp ma mama'y , '' aku sayang dia bha '' ... but , let it passed ...
i don't want to think about it anymore ... but it always creeps on my mind ...
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